Gah. What am I? The loser wannabe yoshi or something? x.x;

Which Lion King Character Are You?
Created by CrazyCoasterCo.

Check it out, man! Dare you even attempt to match my rank in evilness?

You're an insane pyromaniac- complete with devoted minions and sexy shadowy armor. Yeah, you're pretty damn evil, but when people think of you, they seem to notice your insanity prior to your mad evil skills.

Ahahahaa. Dilandau is great. xD And I DO have devoted minions! Ha! Now I just need some sexy shadowy armor... e.E

Are you seme or uke? Find out!

HA! Hahahaha. I knew I was the dominant one!! >D (I'll kick anyone who says otherwise.)

Monday, March 11, 2002 (11:43 a.m.)
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ASGOKHsdklfgfmhasegjftr,qwea. I hate.. computerssssssss. >FFFFFFFFF I frikin typed this long arse post on that crap computer over there and it FROZE. I was just typing and it FROZE. Y-YYYYYYY I refuse to retype it! >F Okay, well, not all of it anyway...

I'm sick, but I'm pretty.

I decided to do title things like Ashu's blog. I was sick with a fever and stuff last Friday so I only went to school two days last week. I need to make a resolution to go to school on a regular basis.

I have a lot of stuff to do today. I have to call my dad about that firebird for sale at the apartment and get him to help me on this interview thing for Sociology. I need to go to the library too and pick up some books on the Wright Brothers because that paper is due Wednesday and I totally forgot about it. I have to pick up my rotc uniform from the dry cleaners and stop by my house again to return my brother's key. Oh yeah.. I went by my house this weekend to get my mail (a letter from Katya and an Animerica! =D) and that woman changed the locks!!! Can you believe that?! That woman who so often reminded me that she was my mother has changed the locks so I can't even get into the hosue of my childhood. Well, atleast until I make a copy of my brother's key which I so cleverly borrowed. >D Ah hahaha.

I got a new cell phone! It's orange and pretty and it's name is Chiaki. Oh, Luna, I've decided that I'll take that Lain blog layout, if you'll fix it up for me. Thanks! =D

I still feel sickish and I'm all mixed up. School sucks and all this stuff is annoying. It didn't help that I've completely lost my respect and trust for Kyle this weekend either. I won't explain it but he betrayed me and Tiffany and I just can't forgive him. It felt like those old arguments I use to have with my-- that woman. Like, I was so calm and.. apathetic but everything I said to him was the truth. I can't believe he really is like this. It's like the way I saw him before was just an illusion. He's faked being mature and responsible and intelligent all his life but when it really comes down to it, he's just weak. He takes advantage of his friends for money and whatever else he can get from them. Does he really think he can always treat his friends this way and still have friends left? I thought it was just like our usual disaggreements and I would get over it but I was never really angry. Just disappointed and a little hurt. Anger is no problem but I can't get over that disappointment. So we're still on talking terms and we're not really angry at each other, but I just can't see him as the big brother figure I thought he was before. I really don't think our friendship will last after this lease is up. I don't really have any desire to stay in touch with him after I move to Georgia.

I wonder what Hchan's life is like. It must be nice to have no school or no job and no responsibilities. But I know she has a lot of stress with Matt and all, so I don't think I'd like to trade. e.e; I don't mind having a job but I really hate school. There really is no point in being here. v.v; Stupid school. Oh yeah! Tiffany bought me the Yuna wallscroll this weekend. :D It's so pretty. I hung it next to my Tidus one. Now I wanna get the others of Lulu and Rikku too. e.e But I probably won't. I need to save my money. I bought Tiffany a Michiru keychain though, since Kyle bought me that Haruka keychain and I didn't have to spend my money on it. Oh well.. that's all I can really think of for now. I'll put my new mailing address on the side bar so I can keep my penpals. Or get new ones. e.e

Monday, March 4, 2002 (01:24 p.m.)
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Alright! I got Hera on that Greek Goddess test. She's the Queen of the Gods and Protector of Women and Marriage.

Oh yeah! I forgot to blog that I cut my hair again. n_n It's all cute and Haruka-ish and it looks much better than before.

We still don't have phones or the wired and it's all Kyle's fault for not paying his phone bill at his last apartment. V.v;; I really need a cellphone. I can't believe she took Mughi. Well, I can believe it. It's really no shock. v.v;; But I still wish I had Mughi. I dunno what's up with my Otenba.net either. Adam-pea should be here at school tomorrow so I can ask him about it.

Monday, March 4, 2002 (01:01 p.m.)
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Which Angelina Are You?

Oh well... I got the same one as Hchan but I wanted to get the Tomb Raider one. e.e Guns...

Let's see... I don't think I have much to blog about. Luna and Tiffany spent the night again this weekend. And I have sworn off drinking forever.. or atleast until I'm twenty-one cuz I began to feel really pathetically guilty and even had to have a girl talk with Luna. Well... I AM a girl yanno. ¬.¬;; So anyway. No more drinks for underage Lina.

McClure is a traitor. And an ass guy. He won't let us come in his class anymore except during lunch and he wouldn't let us watch the rest of Office Space because he's watching Project A-ko. Project A-ko of all things!! It's not even good!! It's a really annoying anime that's okay to watch once but really!! It sucks! >F And I wanna kick that little girl in the face.

I got a new sketchbook this weekend since I had an inspiration and had to draw it. e.e Since Hchan drew herself as Mistress Lickable, I had to draw my Jellyfish Mistress. It turned out good but I'm not too creative with outfits. I wanted to steal the QotD outfit. e.e And my Mistress element is water, since it goes with the whole jellyfish theme. Heh. I hope I can scan it soon. Adam-pea said I could have his scanner.

Hmn... now Tiffany and Robert are discussing assassinating someone... What a stupid word. Assassasasasssation. xD . . .

I want food.

And.. uhm... that's it.

Friday, March 1, 2002 (01:01 p.m.)
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You are Ellone! Good-hearted and self-sacrificing,
people often see you as what you are instead of who
you are. You have special talents others envy, but
those who take the time to know the real you will
see you for the sweetheart that you really are.

Take the Final Fantasy 8 Test here!

I don't think I'm very much like Ellone but the description isn't too far from the truth...

Thursday, February 28, 2002 (01:11 p.m.)
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So like... if Hchan is Mistress Lickable, and her element is ice, if you lick her, does your tongue get stuck? XDD

Besides, it's not like I'm all 'proud' of getting drunk or whatever. And I never drink anyway. I'm not stupid and I'm very strong willed. I won't do anything I don't want to. So you don't have to be concerned, Hchan, ok?

Hmn... I missed school again yesterday. But actually the whole day. It was nice. I slept till 12 then we watched anime and then we had to go to work. Work sucks and people are just really, really, really stupid. It's pathetic how the intelligence level just drops after 8 o'clock in there too. r.r; Honestly. Italian and white bread are the same thing people. V.v;; And yes, we DO have the 2 footlongs for 6.99$ because there's a big ass sign on the window...... >FFF

We should have the phones in the apartment soon and hopefully we can get the internet by next week. I miss you guys. ;_; I'm glad I haven't really lost touch with anyone. Oh, Meru, they sent me your letter back cuz I didn't put enough postage. I still have to get more stamps. n.n; Sorry. I'll let you know when I send it.

Tuesday, February 26, 2002 (02:02 p.m.)
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Oh yeah!! LOLL. I forgot. How could I forget? n_______________n Last night, I dared Kyle and Tiffany to kiss for 5$ each and they actually did it!!! It was great!! XDDD Just wanted to make sure you guys knew about that. I think I'll spare them the people at work though.. Heh.

Tuesday, February 26, 2002 (10:22 a.m.)
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Whoo. Yesterday was greeeaaaaat. xD Lina got drunkkkkk. 8D But not like.. shitface drunk. I was just hyper. And Luna was hilarious. xD And Tiffany was funny too. Kyle supplied the drinks and Phillip was there too but he didn't drink any. I feel kinda bad cause he really didn't want me to drink and if he'd just told me I wouldn't have. So I won't anymore. I wouldn't want to unless Phil was there anyway. And Tiffany was a bit too clingy for comfort. r.r; But it's okay. It was still a lot of fun. Heeehh. 8D But Phil is grounded because we got him home too late. I dunno when he can hang out with us again. That sucks. And his mom's all like "They're bad influences on you." and I'm not. I have good morals and I act on them. Maybe it's just a dellusion I have but I really think I'm still innocent. I still am inexperienced in a lot of things. That was the only time I've gotten drunk and I've never tried ciggarettes or anything and of course I'm still a virgin. I dunno... I think I lost my innocent image when I changed my clothes style but... I hope everyone can still tell by how I act that I am a good person. I wonder if this sounds really pathetic or loserish to everyone. It's not like I'm getting all emotional about it. I'm just stating what's been on my mind for a while. Eh, oh well. Yesterday was fun and it's not like anything bad happened. Nothing to worry about. n_n

Oh.. Tiffany spent the night last night. Kyle just never took him home. Kyle came to bed after Tiffany and I fell asleep and just pushed Tiffany on the floor. x.x; This morning Kyle asked me if Tiffany and I did anything last night. I'll have you know that cheating is lowest thing ever and that woman cheated on my dad. That's why I hate her and I'll never forgive her. It's not like I even flirt or normal even touch other people anyway. Besides, if anyone ever cheated on me, I'd kill them. Arg. I just hope I'm not taking Phil for granted and that he doesn't think any less of me because I was drinking. That's all I really wanted to say with any of this really.

Anyway, Kyle and I got the phones and electricity yesterday so maybe by next week we can get the internet. Then I can scan all my artbooks that I've been drawing in since I was grounded from the net. I feel so loved right now cause Jess is like complimenting all my art. n_n It's great. But I won't be fooled into thinking I'm good enough to publish them or anything. It's just nice to get some praise. It's humbling, really.

I wanna see Queen of the Damned again but I've gotta work today, tomorrow, and the next day. I won't get off again till Friday. Kyle and Luna both work on Fridays. Maybe I can go home with Ashu and get her mom to take me to the Astral Plane. Well, anyway, Adam-pea is here so I'm gonna talk to him now. n_n

Monday, February 25, 2002 (12:01 p.m.)
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Arr... I was late to school again. In fact, I missed all classes 1-5 and I'll probably just stay in McClure's during 6th anyway. I can blame it on Kyle's yellowed alarm clock. We're breakin out the chicken clock tonight dangit.

Yay. So apartment life is really great. I can for once in my life do whatever I want - even if it is just eating of icecream out of the box and sleeping. It's so wonderful, you guys have no idea. n_n I tried to get Mughi back from that woman but she refused so no more cell phone for me. I'll have to buy a new one under Luna's dad's credit or something. n.n; I hope he'll let me. Her parents don't even know that Kyle and I have moved into the Astral Plane. Luna and I named the huge automatic gate Rezo. xD Kyle and I named a bunch of appliances after Slayers ppl too.

main tv - kanzel
smaller tv - mazenda
computer - zelas
microwave - phibby
fridge - dynast
dishwasher - deep sea dolphin
oven - gaav
lina's tv/vcr - filia
ps2 - val gaav
game cube - sherra

And the name of our entire apartment is the Astral Plane. I think we finally took this naming thing way too far. n.n;;

Friday night, Luna and Tiffany spent the night with us at the apartment. We finally got Kyle's bed in there so me, Luna, and Tiffany all slept in it. I let Luna sleep in the middle though. n.n; Poor Kyle had to sleep on the floor with Zelas. n.n; I'm glad Luna and Tiffany have 'bonded'. xD If Tiffany's cool enough to hang out with me outside of school, then he's cool enough to be Luna's good friend. n_-

<-- begin unlinalike mush -->
I've been feeling really.. maternal over Luna lately. Maybe maternal's not the word.. even... clingy maybe? But, I dunno. Like I really wanna look out for her since she's my best friend and all and I wanna make sure she knows how much I really care about her.
<-- end unlinalike mush -->

Hmn... oh yeah. Robert, Ashu, Phil, and I saw Queen of the Damned. Well, I really liked it - despite Ashu and Phil's.. not-liking it. n.n; I thought Akasha (Aliyah) was the best character. She walked all creepy and talked all creepy and she looked so.. Egyptianish and really pretty. All the other charas pretty much sucked. I can't believe how much of the storyline they changed. They changed it so Lestat was sired by Marius!!! AHHH!!OFDSHF:WELGj How could they DOOOoo that?! >F>F And the guy that played Marius. . . was fucking OLD. Marius is supposed to be a strapping Roman in the prime of his life with long straight blonde hair. Not some old balding guy with BLACK hair!! ARRR. >F And the main guy who was playing Lestat... he was weird. He was annoying. He was slightly sexy but mostly annoying. And he wasn't even BLONDE. Y-Y Lestat is blonde! Blonnnnnnddeee!! That is the whole of his character!! His blondeness!!! And that whole Akasha+Lestat inthetub scene... ::LOATHE:: ARRGR. DIIIEEEE defacers of Anne Rice books!! >F But... I still want to see the movie again. n.n;;; ::watches everyone facefault::

Friday, February 22, 2002 (12:36 p.m.)
innate element? internet junk

Whoooooooo-hooooooooo!!!!!!!!! =DDDDDDDDD I'm finally movin' in to my apartment today!! =D Atleast that should be the case. r.r; Phil, Ashu, and Robert are coming home with me to help move everything and then we gotta go see Queen of the Damned. It's finally out today!! I can't wait! n_n

I used up my 3rd artbook that I got for Christmas. I'll have to go to that art store with Ashu and get some more. I need more black color pencils too... Adam-pea said I could borrow/have his scanner!! Yay! So I won't have to buy one. Then I can start scanning my art again for a personal online gallery or something. Yeah, rubyeyed.net sounds evil and cool and I kinda wish I'd gotten that one instead but otenba.net fits me better and it's a less serious name. Besides, I was too impatient to wait for opinions. n.n; I don't want to give up otenba.net now anyway.

I'm gonna catch up on those quizes now. It's an addictions. x.o; I got (1.) China too so I'm not gonna bother posting that one.

2. My Past Life: You were female in your last earthly incarnation.

You were born somewhere around the territory of what is now know as modern Southern England, approximately in the year 1500.

Your profession was: designer, engineering, craftsman.

A brief psychological profile of you in that past life: Seeker of truth and wisdom. You could have seen your future lives. Others perceived you as an idealist illuminating path to future.

A lesson that your last past life wishes you to learn in your present life is: To develop kind attitude to people, to acquire gift of understanding and compassion.

Cool. xD

3.
Take The Mu$ic Biz Whore Test

AHHHhh. DIE. >F ..Well, atleast she's a feminist.

4. Awr.. I got the same cheese as Luna too.

5.
*Take This Test!*
Popular and charismatic! XD!!

6.
*Take This Test!*
Uhm.. that doesn't tell me anything. I don't like nuts that much...

7.I wanted to take the Wacky Racers quiz but the link didn't work. I'd probably get Dick Dastardly... I try to be evil but I'm just not very good at it. n.n;;

8.
*Take This Test!*
That would be a good one for Kyle. ;P

Wednesday, February 20, 2002 (10:33 a.m.)
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I need help thinking of a new domain name...

+ keitolina.net
- burmecia.net
+ eternalrain.net
- lethargic.net
+ otenba.net <-- winner! n_n
- rubyeyed.net

Well, I decided on otenba.net and Adam-pea is here today so he bought it for me. Looks like it's going to be a little more than $8 for a year.... x.x;;; It's $8 a month. So Jess has informed me that it will be 96$ to have a domain + host for a year. Not bad. Having my own host will be worth it. Guess I'll be adopting some hostees after I get my domain up. I wonder if someone will volunteer a layout since I'm so far behind in that area of skill... e.e; Otenba means tomboy, in case you forgot, so maybe I'll get Akane to be the patron for my first layout. I'll go look for some cute images... n.n

Phillip isn't here today, unless he got here late. I don't have to work today so he could've come home with me. ;P I actually made it to school on time though. I hadn't been to first period in three days. n.n;; Today I got called up to do improv and I didn't mind doing it but it wasn't very fun for the class to watch me. Oh well... that boy wouldn't coroperate with me. I think he has something against me because I like rice and I'm not asian. r.r;;

Monday, February 18, 2002 (01:05 p.m.)
innate element? potential webhost

AHHHHHHHH. I'm frikin bored. Luna and Kyle are driving me insane. Oh, they're great friends and I love 'em, but when they get together their IQ just DROPS. Honestly. V.v;; It's not just that I'm jealous but.. I can't keep either of their attention when they're together. So I'm stranded here in Luna's room, while they're in the camper doing God knows what. I wish I could go home or something. Then atleast I could play FFX. I wanna dooooooooo something. This computer is so boring. It's my day off from work and school and it's being completely wasted. WASTEEEEEDD, I TELL YOU. D_Y Ahh... I wanna see Phil and Ashu. Luna and Kyle could do this any day, not just a day off from school. He's frikin living in her backyard (until Friday anyway). Why are they wasting my time? >F They're completely ignoring me and they don't even CCCCAARRRRRREEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeee. >FFFFF

Sunday, February 17, 2002 (08:43 p.m.)
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Man... I can't believe Virtue deleted everything. All of my wired existance is now.. erased. Except for this blog. Squallface is dead, with only 2 months left of it's lease. My Lina and Yui shrines are gone. Every piece of artwork or fanfiction I've ever uploaded is gone. I hate Virtue. Once I get into the apartment and have a stable internet connection, I'll buy my own frikin host. Then I can relearn all this website-making shit I've forgotten over this long period of time I've been restricted from the net. I'll have to redo everything... I'll buy a new domain name (kyuuketsuki.net) and then my own host. Then nothing of mine will ever be deleted again!!! AH HAHAHAAA. >DDDDD

I'm at Luna's now.. I'm really bored and sleepy. Kyle and I rped on a yellow pad of paper last night at work. I was Haruka and he was Michiru. He's got me on this Haruka trip with all his Sailormoon dvds that I can't stand to watch. But Haruka's still awesome. Last night after work Kyle took me to a bar. o.o; His sister works there so they let him have drinks anyway. It wasn't such a bad idea going. I just wanted to try some stuff since it was 1am and we didn't have anything else to do or go except home. I tried three drinks: strawberry daqueri, marguarita, and sex on the beach. xD Sex on the beach was the yummiest. But I didn't get a buzz at all. r.r; Probably cuz I ate that sub before we left. But don't get me wrong. I'm not gonna be one of those slut girls who get puking drunk and shit. I'll never get drunk. v.v But there's nothing wrong with a little drink every now and then. We were just bored, that's all. And it did taste good.

Hm.. Friday night, ya know, the night we were supposed to move into our apartment, we decided to get a group together and go to the movies. Kyle ditched us to hang out with a sickish Tiffany but me, Luna, Ashu, and Phillip saw Slackers. It started out pretty funny but it just turned into a stupid sappy love story thing. It was dumb. But I still had a good time hanging out with everyone. We tried to get Robert to hang out with us, and Barbie and his friend too, but it didn't work. But tomorrow's no school so hopefully everyone can hang out tomorrow too. I haven't talked to Phil or Ashu since then. I hope Phil calls me tomorrow. I also hope Luna isn't getting annoyed with driving me around everywhere... She's sleeping and I'm just sitting here on her computer but.. what else is there to do? I just get the feeling that I'm annoying her lately... Maybe I'm just paranoid? n.n;

Sunday, February 17, 2002 (06:50 p.m.)
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Yay. I'm glad I didn't get a stupid character. I got Zangulas second, Sylphiel third, Zel fourth, and Lina fifth. Yay Lina. n.n

See what Care Bear you are.

That's right. I'm good luck. n.-

Monday, February 11, 2002 (12:26 p.m.)
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WE GOT AN APARTMENT!!!!!! =DDDDDDDD

Yes!! Me an' Kyle went and got it this weekend. It's gonna be afordable at $225 each a month. That's less than one of my paychecks so I'll be fine. I guess I'll have to hold off on buying a car for a little bit though. I haven't told my mom about the apartment. I'll tell her Friday after I've finished packing. Heh. It's gonna be so great. Freedom. :D:D:D And I can have the net back, guys! That's means I can join the rp with Luna and Hchan and Matt and this cow-obsessed Will guy I've met online once. n.n! But we still gotta set up the phone and all. I dunno how to do that so I'll just like Kyle do it. Heh.

I watched American Beauty this weekend. It was really sad. I mean, I've seen it before but I don't remember it being that sad. I guess cause you watch it and you realize that yeah, everyone's life looks normal but in reality, everyone's life is all screwed up in one way or the other. But the greatest part of that movie was when he was throwing the cusion at the couch, like "IT'S! JUST! A! COUCH!" Probably cause it was the only funny part of the movie. I was crying like a frikin girl. But I was watching it by myself at 2:30am so that's prolly why. n.n; That woman reminds me of my mother way too much though, it's pathetic.

Oh yeah! Last night after Kyle and Tiffany got off work, they stopped by my house for an hour or so. They brough me pizza that they ordered at work. They're so gonna get fired. xD I've reformed my opinion of Tiffany's company being annoying. Him and Kyle weren't too mean last night. I still say that incident was odd though. Maybe I can get Joe to scedule me to come into work the same time as Kyle but... that might really suck. I'd be going straight from school to work every day. I dunno if I should ask for Mondays and Tuesdays or Mondays and Fridays off. Fridays off are really nice but no one else has those days off. You know, the important people with cars don't have those days off, I mean. Well, Ashu and Phil are coming home with me again today. For the last time!! AH Hha. Well, I think I have Wednesday off too so maybe then too. I think I've pretty much blogged of everything important. Oh! I got to see Luna's Valentine's present!! It's pretty... Too bad Phil doesn't have any money. e.e But I don't mind really.

I really like Anne Rice's writing style. It's my role model. n_n Except, it really does get boring sometimes. I'll just skip all the boring parts in my novel. Nooo problem. n.- It's cuz she writes about like, the history of places and political and government stuff too. I just wanna know about the vampires. She's the best author I know of anyway. Not many others have been able to keep my attention. I've read atleast like five of her vampire books so.. eh. I like 'er.

Saturday, February 9, 2002 (10:33 a.m.)
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I'm at Ashu's house. Mum said I couldn't spend the night with her, but I got Erin to drive me so I'm here anyway. Mum also wouldn't take me to buy a car because I was late to school. She told me there was about 1800$ in that account downtown but I'm sure I'm not going to get it. I dunno how I'm going to get a car. But anyway, Phil came home with me again via Canaan. We watched Street Fighter II and he played my FFX game so I'm not stuck at that annoying part anymore! Yay! :D No thanks to Hchan or Katya who simply ignored my pleas for help. ¬.¬; Anyway, so then Erin picked up me and Phil around 9 and we went to Lori's. The first thing they did was smoke. I thought it was kinda funny with their purple bong and all. xD But they went in the other room while me and Phil just kinda looked at their collection of video games and movies. When they finished, we ate the spaghetti that Lori made with Subway meatballs and it was pretty good even though I don't like spaghetti, and we watched that vampire show 'Kindred: the Embraced' and it is SO like the Venack storyline. o.o; I don't mean like Hchan's copying it but I think Trina or whoever created it must've gotten her ideas from that show cuz that's what it really reminded me of. It annoys me that vampire shows/books are never about vampires like... being vampires. It's always about vampires and their soap-opera like lives. So when I write my vampire novel, I'm going to make sure it's about them being vampires with all the killing and 'special powers' and all that. Yeah. Uhm... I think I really got off topic... Ohyeah. So Erin took Phil home and then she dropped me off at Ashu's house. (I think I've finally learned the way to her house now.) And so I'm all ringing her doorbell at 12am and her mother answers the door in her nightgown and I was like "Didn't she tell you I was coming?" and she was like "No.." but her mom is really nice and she let a dirty homeless mohawk kid come to their house every now and then and eat food so of course she'll let a cute pleasant girl spend the night without notice. n_n When I'm a mother, (which I never will be) I'll be like that and not all freakoutish when my daughter does something unexpected. Yup, Ashu's mum is much nicer than my mum.

So I've got to hurry and move out. I think Kyle and I will buy the appartment today because today's the only time I have to buy it. I gotta work at 5 so I'll probably stay at Ashu's till 2 or so, then we can go buy the apartment. But since mom wouldn't take me to buy a car... I'll have to... ... .. ridethebus. v.V;; ::SHAME:: But.. atleast I'll have my OWN place. So there. I'll get a car soon. Yooooouu'lll see. ;P

Friday, February 8, 2002 (10:49 a.m.)
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Man. How boring is that?

Which drink are you?

I didn't want to be an ice cube.

Friday, February 8, 2002 (10:05 a.m.)
innate element?

Even though I'm feeling completely crappy and totally not in the mood for mushy love stuff, I told myself I'd post this song today. Maybe I'll feel better later... I should stop brooding. I'm not depressed, I'm just feeling.. not good. ::sigh:: I don't really know what's wrong.. but hopefully one of my beloved friends will come along and cheer me up. And this lyric page will frikin LOAD. >FFFF

I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it

You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was

You've already won me over in spite of me
Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
And don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
And don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience

You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long?

I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now, I am aware now

Friday, February 8, 2002 (09:34 a.m.)
innate element?

I got to school late. Again. Mom'll probably take 50$ out of my savings account now. I'm skipping 3rd and staying here in McClure's.

I hate Subway. I can't believe that made me come into work. Tiffany AND Kyle said they wouldn't mind and then Doug calls me and tells me in his intimidating, authoritive voice that I "can't be doin that" and I have to come into work even though Kyle and Tiffany said they could handle it. v.v It sucked. I was so frustrated. Then I got to work and Kyle and Tiffany fucking tease me the whole time. Gawd, and I know it's just teasing and they're only having fun but it really gets me down when people team up on me. It happens to me all the time so it really gets me in a bad mood when people (ie: Kyle) do that. How can I stand to live with Kyle if he's going to have fucking split personalities? When it's just the two of us, he's usually nice and intellectual and all but whenever it's the two of us plus one more, he's a total ass like he has to show the other person he doesn't really care about me. Luna complains about him doing this all the time too but she just chalks it up to his personality. But that's no excuse, damnit. Why do people have to be so damn mean? I know this really sounds like.. pansyish and pathetic, but it's really how I feel. Why can't we all just get along? v.V=3 Honestly, I'm feeling more and more like Akane ever day. And that whole Femininity vs. Tomboyishness is annoying. The other day Phillip and I kissed before I got on the bus, so when I got on the bus like three boys were teasing me so without even thinking I pounced into the seat and was ready to pound 'im. Had my fist up and everything. And then I was just like -- '..Everyone's staring at me. I must look so immature.' So I just sat back down and slept on Aaron's shoulder (he offered :P) the short ride home. I dunno... but in Meru's letter, I wrote to her that I think the reason I've got this Femininity vs. Tomboyishness complex is that I'm afraid if I'm a tomboy, I can't be loved. Women aren't supposed to be like that, yanno? So can a man really love a girl who isn't like a girl at all? I don't know...

Well, I got to wear my Rinoa outfit today. It's so cute. n.n I gotta buy a camera and take some pictures. Phillip is going to come home with me today and then Mom's going to take me car shopping. Then Lori and Erin (from work) invited me over to watch some vampire tv series from years ago and I really wanna see it so Phillip will just come along. Lori said she didn't mind. And after that I'm supposed to spend the night at Ashu's since her rents are out of town. It'll be nice and quiet at her house. Usually it's noisey and full of people. n.n; I'll bring the rest of the Slayers seaon 1 and maybe Fushigi Yuugi or something for us to watch. I really wanna buy Inu Yasha now. I think I could really like that series since it's by Rumiko (the Ranma lady) and I really liked her Kimagure Orange Road oav so I wanna by the new KOR too.

Ahh.. I'm so sleepy.... I got to go home from work an hour early but I didn't even go to sleep til 11pm. I took a shower then called Phil, then I cleaned my room. I took that stupid chair out cuz it was annoying having to walk around it all the time. I'm still kind of reluctant about this appartment idea even though I said 'Sure, whatever. Let's buy it.' I don't want Luna and Phil to be disagreeable to it. It's not a big deal, guys. We'll be at school and work most of the time so it's not like we'll really be home together. And when I get my car, I won't be home much at all. n_n It'll be so nice having my own place. Like ahh... freedom.... n_n And I can decorate it however I want with my lovely anime posters and wallscrolls in the living room and stuff. And like, no one will ever tell me to do dishes or clean the bathroom or take out the trash because I'm mature and sensible enough to do it on my own. I can just do whatever I want. It'll be great. And best of all, no Nakago-mum. n____________n I'll be FREEEEEE. So, you guys should be happy, not jealous. I'm only doing this for my own gain, not to help Kyle out, and I'm sure he's only doing it for himself too. So, there's no reason to worry. And no parental units is always best, if ya know what I mean. Heh. It'll be great. You'll see.

Thursday, February 7, 2002 (12:36 p.m.)
innate element?

Daria is the poster child for "teen misfit," and holds in high contempt what she sees as the shallowness and superficiality of the world around her. She is also cynical -- though she'd say she's "realistic" -- and mistrustful of authority, and doesn't hesitate to make her opinions known when she sees fit. She has a talent for writing, a sharp intellect, an even sharper tongue (her sarcasm could cut tempered steel), and a wit so dry it makes the Sahara look like a rain forest.

Awesome. Daria's great. I'm not quite as sarcastic or sharp witted as her, but I'd like to be. e.e I'd rather have gotten Jane cuz she's all artistic and stuff.

Ack. I haven't had a day off from work in 6 frikin days. I'm so far past exhaustion. -.-; Kyle and Tiffany AND me are supposed to work tonight but I think Tiffany will just cover for me. I want to sleep. Then I want to hang out with Luna. I dunno what's bugging her but if we could just hang out, everything would be better. I haven't talked to her like all week but I know exactly how she feels so.. it would do her good to hang out with me. n_n We can go looking for a car if she wants to take me? I know she wants me to hurry and get a car. Heh.

Man, Phillip isn't here today and it's SO cold and rainy outside. I love rainy weather cuz it's all ethereal and grayish but cold weather sucks. I'm miserably cold. v.v I'm wearing my 'Don't Bother Meow' Emily tee and my cat ears and my Kei khaki skirt. I put on dark eyeliner and maroon lipstick too. I've gotten a lot of compliments today. n_n

Oh yeah! I did a poster for DCT district competition a couple weeks ago, yesterday was the field trip but I didn't go because I didn't care, but my poster won second place!! My name was on the intercom and I even get a cute lil trophy! I haven't won an award since like I got straight A's in 6th grade. I'm glad it was for my artistic ability. The poster was really cute too. n.n It had a large Kei on it waving around a 20$ bill and it said "Money Makes the World Go 'Round!" on it, and a chibi Konoko was lunging for the dollar but chibi Taro was yanking on her braid to keep her from it. At the bottom of the poster was a kawaii chibi Vix reaching up for the 20$ and I drew chibi Rose off sulking to the side. I was really happy with how it turned out but I don't think I'm going to get it back. I wish I could've shown it to Hchan. I miss rping Kei and Vix. ;_; I drew & colored a cool picture of Kei, Vix, and Rose with a large Konoko in the background yesterday. It turned out pretty good. Wish I could scan it. r.r;

I don't think Ashu is here today either. She said she was coming late but I dun see her. I really hope she gets here so I can get my Rinoa duster from her. She cut off the sleeves and sewed them into arm things so it'll be just like Rinoa's now. :D Yay. And I wanna wear it tomorrow so... she better be here or it'll ruin my whole plan! She's also supposed to bring me her Alanis Morisette cd.

Wednesday, February 6, 2002 (07:40 a.m.)
innate element? connections: a satsuki yatouji shrine

We had a sub in first period Drama so Ashu and I came into McClure's class to get online. >3 I have a lot of things to blog about.

I was at work last night and Lori changed it to this new radio station, 105.5 or something, and it plays like oldish music from like 4 or 5 years ago and some newish stuff too but not like the annoying stuff. I heard a lot of good songs that I hadn't heard in a while and that Alanis Morisette song 'Head Over Feet' and it's such a good song!! n_n I think it's the perfect Lina+Phil song. And also.. in reply to his reply, well, I just don't want to make any mistakes so.. I'm being cautious this time. ::nod:: And, I've got this inner turmoil of tomboy vs. feminine side or something and I want to be all tomboyish and independent and like, be the strong one, but like I told Kyle, I think it's that predestiny that all women have to be not subordinate to men but to be.. maybe just a little dependent. I can't find the right word.. but it's NOT subordinate! I will never be subordinate!! Ah hahaha!. . ...

Mom said she is going to make me pay rent if I don't do my chores and go to school. And how much? Two hundred fucking dollars a month. A MONTH. She said I'd have to pay her back for my cap and gown if I didn't graduate. And she won't even TELL me how much money is in that mysterious college fund de Lina down town. I bet there's not even any money there. I should just tell her to take her money and shove it up her ass. I don't want her fucking money. But I might as well use it to my advantage if I can squeeze it out of her. Kyle, we've gotta get that appartment. I am not paying my own mother rent. She's fucking pathetic. Stupid horrible bitch. >F

On a lighter note, Kyle and I named the computer at work Nabiki. e.e Cuz it takes money from you. (Everyone who doesn't know, Nabiki is Akane's older sister who's always cheating people out of their money. She's cool. Heh.) I did want to name it Satsuki but then I decided I'd rather name my car Satsuki. So Friday I'm going to go look at Honda Civics and hopefully I'll find a nice, new black one which I can lease and name Satsuki. Satsuki will fit on a liscense plate nicely. n_n I'm going to go look for a picture of Satsuki and see if Julie will make me a layout with that Alanis Morisette song.. e.e Onegai?

I found some Satsuki-obessessed woman's blog... the Beast.

Oh, and Adam-pea is visiting today. :D

Well, here's one decent Satsuki pic. Maybe if it was larger and didn't have text on it... r.r;

Tuesday, February 5, 2002 (08:05 a.m.)
innate element?

Ha. I got to school late again so I sneaked into McClure's class like the sneaky lil bugger I am. n.- I did my hair all cute today, like, it's finally long enough to do the Kei bangs again and then I pulled back some of it into lil twists held by star clips. I have cute hair! =D But it looks pretty uneven and ghetto from the back so I'll have Jess or someone fix it later. Hee. I'm so frikin tired. My back hurts like a beef. r.¬ They've got me working 6 frikin days in a row. I don't have a day off until Friday. No social life for Lina this week. v.v I'm gonna explode. But working last night with Doug and Kyle wasn't so bad since it was pretty.. well, not too busy, so I didn't have to be stressed. Plus Kyle was stuck with the crap shift so he did most of the work anyway. X3 After work Kyle came to my house and we talked for like an hour or something. Nothing really deep or important. Just our usual self-analyzing conversations and rather intelligent interrogations. Just like usual. n_n Hopefully Kyle won't start being an ass again like before. Well, it's always back and forth. Adam-pea is supposed to be here today but he's not here yet... Hm.. well, I'm gonna go read that thing on Luna's blog before the bell rings. I'll probably post again later. Ja!

Ahh. I put my stuff in McClure's class like while we went to off campus lunch and when we came back he was gone and the class room was all dark and locked!! So I was wandering around the school looking for a janitor to get my stuff out of McClure's and I found Ashu so she helped me find a janitor guy and I got my stuff and Phillip's purse too. And now my stomach hurts cuz of those stupid chili dogs and there's no frikin toilet paper in this school and I have to peeeee. x.x But.. I can go home soon... Man. People in 6th period are really really stupid. I can't stand stupid people. They should all die. Master Kyle and I will be ubervillians and Phil will be my lackey again. x3 Oh wait.. Phil just said that Kyle said he should be my general. General is a better title than lackey. So Phil can be my General and I am the super cute ubervillian, the Jellyfish Mistress. Ha. >D Annnd...... now I have to find a sexy outfit because all ubervillians must have sexy outfits. Ashu will be my heiress because I always wanted one. So just in case I ever get killed in battle (it'll never happen), Ashu can take over my position and be some kinda cat goddess or something. Heh. That reminds me, I need to do the Lina Heirarchy over there... I think that's all I have to ramble about now. Except that school is really stupid and pointless and work sucks and it's very dangerous to deprive cute school girls of sleep for long periods of time so don't get in my way. >F (I just had to say something Lina-ish..) I'm done now. ::slink away::

Monday, February 4, 2002 (10:48 a.m.)
innate element?

Phillip isn't at school todayyyyy. T-T And he could've come home with me today. I really missed him this weekend. v.v It's too early for all this obsession.

So Hchan and Kiko changed their blogs. Rikku is awesome. :D Hchan did some nifty stuff with her text and that CG pic. I really liked that pic she drew of Aurora in the ribbons. :D I wanna Cammy layout now but I'll wait a while since Julie worked so hard on this beautiful layout for me. n_n

I didn't do much this weekend. I worked a lot and now I have to work Monday and Tuesday too (my usual days off) because two people decided to quit so we're really short-handed. I'm working with Kyle tonight though so I guess it won't be that bad. Yup, they hired 'im back. I knew it would happen. Heh. But I'm soooooo exhausteddd. I wanna sleeep. v.v; Friday I came home and went to sleep then Kyle called and insisted on coming over. r.r; I just said yes so I could get off the phone and go back to sleep. But he came over and we looked at an appt. but I really don't think either of us can afford it. In fact, I'm just giving up on it cuz I can't afford a car and an appt. and a car is hella more important. Kyle drove me to the Ford place in which I was forced against my will to talk to a salesman like I really had enough money. That was really crappy, Kyle. I felt like an ass and it's all your fault. V.v; Then we went and picked up Phil and went to the mall and walked around and I got food... then Kyle dropped us off at my house so he could go to Travis's and we watched The Whole Nine Yards with my brother. It was really funny. Then Kyle came and took Phil back home and I went to sleep.

This weekend was my mom's birthday. I'm glad I was working all day so I didn't have to see her. She got a new bird. It's stupid and rainbow colored and she named it SKITTLES. . . . It's really creepy too.

It smells like dead crawfish in here because I'm in McClure's class and... there's dead crawfish. ;P We have an exam on them tomorrow that I am already resigned to failing. Oh, I looted the dead jellyfish from McClure on Friday. It's sitting on my dresser now despite his non-threatening protests. Hah. Now I'm a Jellyfish Bandit. xD

Oh, I got my hair done this weekend but they said if I bleached it, it would break off and then I would have no hair. r.r; So I just got it toned down a bit to an ugly brownish color instead of the spectrum of orangeness it used to be. Damn. Well, I'll have cute hair one of these days...

Friday, February 1, 2002 (10:24 a.m.)
innate element?

ARRgggggrgg. My ENTRAILS. These cramps're killin meh. >F Ohoh, Kyle is baaack!! :D:D Him and Luna should hurry and spend some time together so we can all hang out. e.e Poor Luna, being all deprived and stuff. ::pet::

Ah hahaha!! Last night I was at work last night until midnight because we had a frikin line to the door for FOUR HOURS non-stop. No breaks in between or anything. It took me and Tiffany two hours after closing to finish everything but I guess that's a pretty good record. His dad was taking me home and was like "Well did yall make good subs?" and me and Tiffany just started giggling like idiots cuz we were so delirious after making all those subs. XDD By the end of the night Tiffany was all like "Do you want.. um... some of this... stuff?" instead of asking for mayo or mustard. XD It was hilarious. It's cuz that stupid Heather girl quit so Tiffany and I had to close by ourselves but I'm a fast learner so Doug just explained everything to me before he left. Blah. I got four hours of sleep last night. I'm so dead. x_x But atleast I don't have to work tonight!! :DDD I wanna do something with Phillip but not like right after I get home cuz I gotta catch up on my sleep. n.n; Maybe Luna and Kyle will let us hang out with them tonight.. The more the merrier, right? n_n

Ack. Bell's gonna ring. We're on some stupid activity scedule for "Rebel Olympics". r.r; Ashu and Phil and I gotta find some way outta going to that.. Stupid school spirit. Ja!

you're a bored, innocent little blue-haired girl. take the quiz here.

Yep! That's me! n_n

What Psych-Ward do you belong to?

LOL. I wouldn't doubt it. xD

I am 29% evil.

I try to stay away from evil deeds but succumb to temptation every once in a while. I'm not quite on my way to hell but I certainly have some explaining to do.

That's not true at all!! >P

Are you evil? find out at Hilowitz.com

You're a dangerous person -- very ambitious, self-aware and self-reliant. You know what your strengths are and how best to use them to your advantage, and you know what your weaknesses are and how to downplay them. You can either be a great leader or a great tyrant, but you'll definitely be great. Chances are you're also very sarcastic. Get Sorted!

Yeah! Slytherin! I fit perfectly. Heh.

Which drink are you?

That's not even a drink!! >FF Dirty cheats. I wanted to be a Strawberry Daqueri. v.v

Thursday, January 31, 2002 (01:37 p.m.)
innate element?

Which Gackt are you most like?
quiz by mcvarmazi

Oh well.. Atleast this guy is prettier. n_n But I really don't know this band. n.n;

Uhm... I don't know if I've even heard them but atleast I got to be a British band. xD I'd rather be something like No Doubt or Garbage though.

You live in a Apartment. I bet it's a very nice one.
You're married to Tom Cruise XD. Alright!! XDDD
You drive a Viper. =9
Your car is the color black.
You live in the state japan. Yosh!
Your honeymoon is hawaii. e.e
Your occupation is a japanese translator.
You have this many kids: 0. Ah ha!! >P

Thursday, January 31, 2002 (01:04 p.m.)
innate element?

Ooo.. Luna's blog is so pretty. *_* So Janus and Magus is the same guy? I'm confused. n.n; Now if we could only get someone to make Phillip a new blog layout. n.n;

So me and Phil went to that church thing last night and it was not a concert. ¬.¬;; They did like 3 praise songs and then some guy lectured for a while on all that typical 'sex is bad' 'drugs are bad' 'tatoos are bad' stuff. x.x; He read some scriptures but didn't even back it all up and he was yelling and it was scary. n.n;; So after that we just ate at their little snack bar thing and went home. I don't think I'll go back to that church. n.n; They said it wasn't their normal preacher but... I wanna go back to my church now and Phil said he'd go with me if I went to his. I'll have to tell work I need to have Sunday nights off from now on. I'll have to pick up those two hours somewhere else...

Ack. McClure is getting all angry now. n.n; Me and Phil went to Mi Toro for off-campus lunch with Robert and it was good. =9 Only I got full too quick and couldn't eat much. v.v; It always happens. Man. My knee really hurts cuz I was trying to step over a desk and I hit it on the back of the chair. T_T Phil just laughed at me. I would have hit him but he was on the other side of the room. r.r; Ahh.. I'm so tired... and I gotta work today too. But I'm off tomorrow so maybe I can hang out with Kyle and Phillip. Oh, but Mom said she'd take me to look for a car on Friday too... Mmm.. Carrr... =9 I mean truck. e.e;

Oh yeah! I got to play Chrono Cross yesterday! And I found my old game so I'm just continuing that one. But I was soooo extremely tired yesterday so I just gave up on fighting that stupid fire dragon. I'll do it later.

I guess I'll go look for some more quizes now...

Wednesday, January 30, 2002 (12:30 p.m.)
innate element?

I found some new quizes!

Well, aren't you the pretty one! It's likely that you're the cutest among your friends, and you may be just a little vain, but that's what people like so much about you. Even if you appear aloof, you are fiercely loyal to the people you care about and would fight to the death for them. Good kitty! :) Which Insane Bishounen are YOU? brought to you by angel rising

Haha. It sounds just like me. n.-

Which Gackt are you most like?
quiz by mcvarmazi

I have no idea who he is but I love hottie Japanese rock bands! XD

Which Carbonated Beverage Are You?

XD!! I am COKE!! COKE IS BETTTTERRRRRR!!!!!! MWAHAHAHAAA! >D All these quizes say I have an ego... E.e;;;

Blimey!

You're Ron Weasley!

Being the best friend/sidekick of Harry Potter isn't always easy,
but if you hang in there, people won't always underestimate you.

Take the Gryffindor Trio Test by Britt

LOL!! Animal magnetism?! Poor Ron. He's adorable. n_n

You sometimes doubt yourself - who you are and what you can do. You're a curious person, with questions and concerns about the world. You go along with the crowd and aim to please others to your best ability. But when you finally discover what you're really capable of, you can do some serious ass kickin'! You're fast and furious, and you will always stick up for what you believe, and those who you care for. Not only that, but you're charming and charismatic, so you get along with people well, and others often look up to you.

Actually, I guess I can identify with him most. I used to conform to society anyway.. I dunno about getting along with others well though. r.¬

Wednesday, January 30, 2002 (10:15 a.m.)
innate element? Cammy!! =D

Hchan stole my poses. E_e I feel.. honored. Or something. But don't make it a habit! XD

Darn. I got the same font as her! I wanted to be original. v.v

Oh yeah. I've finally got a permanent hair appt. this Saturday. I'm going to dye it platinum blonde. I really like my hair short so I wanna cut it short again but... I still wanna grow it out some. Then I can do cute hair styles and stuff.

Luna, bring McClure's book back........ x.x; And you forgot your work shoes at my house again.

^ There's a knock on my door but I'm not gonna open it. I'm gonna close my eyes and maybe it'll go away. >

Wednesday, January 30, 2002 (09:35 a.m.)
innate element?

Well, I've never done that before. I'm a fast learner. X3 But Top Gun was great. Tom Cruise... =9 I didn't like that girl they paired him up with though. She had bad hair. I have the movies till Saturday though and I'm off Wednesday and Friday so maybe we can get together sometime.. I know Luna has Wednesday off. Also this woman from my mom's work invited me to go to some concert thing sponsored by her church at a college. I wanna go so I hope I can get Phil or Luna to go with me. I've been listening to my Newboys cd lately. I'm really glad and lucky that Phil is a Christian because it's really important to me and I don't think I'd have the influence or stamina to convince anybody now. I hope I can get back into church and stuff again one day. I just seem to have lost the zeal for it ever since my parents' divorce. It takes a lot out of a girl. :P But! There's always tomorrow. n.- So I'm not worried too much.

Yeah, I did feel that way around Luna and Kyle all that time. Only worse. Because I had to deal with the long distance relationship in the back of my mind. Honestly, I'm not sure if it was a waste of time or not but I'm glad it's over. It was just all dellusion anyway.

Mmm.. what else? Phil brought me Chrono Cross today so I can finally play it again! :D I'm stuck in FFX at this stupid temple in Bevelle so maybe Hchan or Katya should help me out? r.r;; Oh, I finished Katya's letter the other day but I've been too lazy to mail it. I'll try to decorate the envelope and mail it today. n.n;

I wonder if my Dad still reads this.......... n.n;;;;;;;; I haven't called him in a while. Maybe I will today. Muh Dad is cool. :D

Mom said we can go look for a truck Friday since I don't have to work. I'm so glad they gave me today and Friday off! :D And I still got 28 hours this week! o.o Usually I get like 22 hrs or something but last week I got 26 too! Alright! :D

Kyle comes back tomorroooowww! :D It'll be great hanging out with him again. And it'll be great hanging out with Phil with Luna and Kyle too. Like.. Lina has a real boyfriend now so we can actually double date. Yay. xD About the appartment, well, I have to get a truck first and then we have to actually decide on one. But I hope it all works out. Then my life will be Nakago-mum free!! =D

^ There's a knock on my door but I'm not gonna open it. I'm gonna close my eyes and maybe it'll go away. >

Monday, January 28, 2002 (10:03 a.m.)
innate element?

Wai!! Thanks soooooooo much for making me this layout, Julie-chan!! n________n I'm so happy to have such a nice pretty layout. I'm in 3rd period and since we have a sub I snuck online. e.e I don't think anything important happened this weekend. I just worked mostly. I think I'm addicted to southwest chicken subs. xD Or maybe it's just the jalepenos I put on them. Mmmm..... =9 I'd love to have one right now. Today Luna's going to pick us (me, Phillip, & Ashu) up from school and then we're going to rent Top Gun and Street Fighter II or Dirty Dancing. I'm the only one with money and I'm not buying everyone's ticket so we'll just rent movies instead. I saw Street Fighter II this weekend and it was pretty good. I never cared much for the games (they suck. xD) but Cammy is my favorite chara and she was pretty cool in the movie. She was only in the beginning but it showed her at some public thing in this long red hooded cape and then she jumped out and attacked the bad guys and she was beatin' 'em all up and it was cool. xD But then she was captured. v.v; But she still struggled and put up a pretty good fight. That's probably what would happen to me. I'd put up a good fight cause I have a strong will but I just don't have enough physical force to back it up. n.n; I found an apartment for me and Kyle if he agrees on it. I can't wait till I can move out. Then I can have the internet back and rp with everyone again. And I wanna buy a scanner too. They're only like 80$ so I can afford it. I was talking to Luna late last night and we were rollin' at Matt's sister and that comic thing he did. "What's your problem?!" XDDD And Kyle's sister who falls down the stairs all the time like an idiot. Luna and I decided we want stairs in our houses so we can watch people fall down them. XDD Like when I have kids, I'll let them touch the hot stove just because kids are stupid and they'll listen to anything. XD That's horrible, I know. e.e; That's why I'm not going to HAVE any kids, Phil!! And there's nothing you can do about it!! ..... ... .. Well there IS, but that's not the point! No kids for Lina! None! >F

^ There's a knock on my door but I'm not gonna open it. I'm gonna close my eyes and maybe it'll go away. >